I'm fat.

Today I just wanna ramble. Here's my confession: I'M FAT. Today's post gonna be my confession on my fatness, how healthy and happy I think I am and photos of me which is - FAT.

Here are FAT pictures of me if you wanna laugh at me. Laugh all you want people.

So maybe you are thinking. Why am I so vain and love taking pictures of myself so much and why am I still uploading pictures to this blog if I'm such a loser and fatty. The answer to that question is that I love myself, and I love who I am. I take pictures of myself, look at it, smiled and thank god for making me look pretty enough even if I look prettier in pictures.

I know every girls dreamed of being as skinny as a model, and trust me, no matter how ugly you are, as long as you are skinny and proportional you will look good in almost any clothes you wear.
But you know what, here's another fact: When you are confident with what you are wearing you look good on ANYTHING you wear.

You might be thinking, "Ah, this is just another girl saying stuffs to comfort herself."
But wait, think. When you see two girl with the same body type and weight, but one is confident with what she is wearing and another is not, which one will look more beautiful?

I've always been complained by my families and close relatives on how fat I am, and today I'm sick of this thing. I've been being patient, listening and trying to do as what they want. I won't be naive and say I don't want to be skinny. Yes, I want to, but I still selfishly want to be skinny and still be able to eat the foods I want and not starve myself.

I still bake and cook high calories food like this.

I still try whatever I bake/cook in a moderate amount. 

I still bake more.

and almost everyone LOVES it. :)

What I'm tired of is not them complaining about my body weight. I don't want anyone to lie and say that im pretty and skinny either. What I'm tired of is that, why aren't they tired of saying that to me. Coz I myself is getting really tired and is making me starting to think that I don't care about my weight.
Yeah I don't CARE.

You still wanna laugh more on my fat pictures, here. Here are pictures of my fatness, curves and everything else you wanna complain about me. Tell me on my face, I'M FAT. But I'm gonna tell you on your face, I'm HAPPY!

MaxMara dress and GUESS Heels. 

and here if you all still want to compare me with my sister as always. Here I let you compare closely. See how kind I am?

You can even compare me to the girls in the Etude House Indonesia event earlier today.

Yeah, I'm Fat.

Here's what I think, I think I'm healthy and really happy. Because I eat to my satisfaction, enjoy my life and don't starve myself to death just to get a body as skinny as a sticky.
I'm not super fat that I have cholestrol. But I'm fat because I'm healthy.

So there you are, my confession. I just wanna share this to all you fat and healthy people. But hey, I don't think skinny is bad either. So girls, don't ever be discouraged because you are fat, cause big is the new beautiful. Remember, as long as you are confident, you are beautiful the way you are. You are beautiful in your way. :)

Thank you for you people who are still reading this post or even still reading my blog despite how fat, vain and unattractive I am. and also thank you for you guys who are complaining to me for my own good.
But let's just embrace what we have and live like everyday is the last day you're gonna live.

Some more pictures on Etude House event earlier. :)

 and yeah, no matter how much you say I'm fat, I still drink high calories drink. :)

 "Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. 

Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking.

Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice.

And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.

They somehow already know what you truly want to become.

Everything else is secondary. STAY HUNGRY, STAY FOOLISH" 

-Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and Pixar Animation Studios. Rest In Peace.....-

XOXO,
Karin